Sunday, February 12, 2012

He just can't let me go, can he?

I can't even kill myself.

I should have known better.

The door to my house was open when I got here yesterday. I went in expecting to catch a proxy rummaging trough my stuff.

Instead I found Him.

I raised my rifle and shot. But he wasn't there anymore.

The shot hit Kevin square in the head. He was dead before he hit the ground

I just keeled besides his body in shock. I don't know how much time I spent there, just watching his body, before I noticed Carol standing in the corner of the room, staring at me, her mask was cracked from where I had hit, her clothing covered in bloodstains.
She just stood there.
Watching me. 
Mocking me.

I hated her.
I shot her.

I'm leaving this place. I don't care where I go, I don't care what I do, I just wanna get away.

He won, I lost. That's all there is to it.


  1. Oh my gosh North I am so sorry! It's not your fault and you just have to remember that these things happen to us for a reason. You can get through this just keep moving always! There are people out there who will support you!

  2. So much for not being able to kill someone, huh? Sorry. Try to calm down and keep your wits about you... you're not finished yet. Even if you've lost, don't let him have the last laugh.