The worst part about running...

Is being alone. Blogger helps, but not having anyone to talk to just starts messing with your head...

Yeah, that's all.

That freaking proxy almost killed me. She caught me by surprise while I was going back to my car.  I tried to shoot her foot, but stumbled while dodging her and dropped my gun. Then I punched her in the stomach and made the run for my car. I got lucky and got there before

Shit, I just realized. I left my gun there.

Great. Now my proxy has firepower...

Moving again. I'll try and post soon.

Sorry for being absent lately. Got badly sick a couple of days ago. I could just blame it on the weather, but something tells me this one was Slendys fault. Maybe something to do with the fact I threw up black? (How the hell is that even possible?).

Anyways.

I don’t really have a lot to say. Keeping on the run, as always. That freaking proxy is still chasing me… I think. I don't actually know what she's doing. She never actually attacks; she just stares at me from a distance. She has only tried to kill me once, and that’s because I prov(p)oked her.  Is she supposed to be creeping me out? Because if she is, it ain’t working.

So, on more important news: Kevin has stopped emailing me. I… I guess that’s good? I mean, the fact he decided to forget about it and move on with his life should mean he’s safe now. But… well, it makes me sad. Knowing I won’t be talking to him anymore.  Of course, that’s the least of my worries right now.

And, on a more positive note: M is… sorta… kinda… back? His friend Bondi started a new blog, and apparently they’re both on the run now. Wish them luck. Not like they need it.

I guess that’s it for now. I’ll be updating my twitter often and I’ll write a post every once in a while to let you know how I’m holding up. You people stay safe and keep running.

Until the next time.

Power in the numbers.

Slenderman just doesn't make sense. Why wouldn't he want for many people to see him? It just doesn't add up. If he does feed of our belief and fear, why wouldn't he just reveal himself in public so more people would fear him? And if he doesn't (Which I'm pretty sure he doesn't), why would he keep hidden? And why would he kill people that know about him?

...What if he's scared?

Maybe he knows that if he lets us live long enough, we'll spread the word. People will know about him and they'll want to kill him. Maybe he knows that if enough people attack him at the same time, he won't be able to defend himself. Doesn't that make sense? He might be stronger than us as individuals, but if we all come together we are bound to overcome him!

Now, I'm not saying that we should just gather up 50 Runners and charge at him, but if we attack with one organized, well thought and strong blow, we might stand a chance in combat. Hit him when he's the weakest (Maybe the next solstice? That'll give enough some time) with as much manpower as we can get.

There is a lot of planning to do... But I think we might actually have a shot with this plan.
Tell me what you think, and if you have any suggestions or information, I would rather appreciate it.

I almost died yesterday. It was all because of that freaking headache. I couldn't keep my head straight, couldn't think.

I kept hallucinating, seeing him everywhere. At some point I decided to get a coffee. Maybe that would keep me on my toes. So I went to a small coffeeshop, sat down and got ready to write a post.

Next thing I know, I'm across the street from the coffeeshop, poking a proxy in the shoulder to make sure she's real.

Do I really need to say what happened next?

I snapped back into reality and tried to get my gun (I keep it on my person at all times), but before I could unsheathe she lashed out at me with a knife and got me on the shoulder. I decided to make a run for it.

After running for about 15 minutes I finally managed to lose her. I got in my car and drove to the next town on my route.

So yeah, that's why the last post was so... unusual. The headache is gone now (Thank god) and I can think straight again. I should go to sleep now. I wanna get moving again tomorrow. Just to make sure that Proxy is as far away from me as I can possibly keep her.

Until the next time.

I see him everywhere...
Am I going insane?
Yeah, maybe. I've heard he can do that to you.
So is he an hallucination?
Yeah, he is. He's not as... bizarre as he should be.
Is the proxy an hallucination too?
I guess...
Whatever...
Fucking headache....

So, holidays came and went without me noticing...
...Seriously, I didn't notice... I completely forgot about Christmas until I read Shaun's Blog. I was way too distracted reading up on Slenderman . The bastard is even more complex than I thought. The path of black leaves, the different kinds of proxies (there's people that follow him BY WILL?), magic powers, government agencies...

So, after all I read trough, I still have two questions:
What exactly IS Slenderman? And why is he trying to kill us?

There's all sorts of theories on what he is, but I haven't found anything final yet. This is what I've read, reduced into four simple ideas:
-A freak from nature.
-A demonic entity.
-A science experiment gone wrong
-A being from other dimension
Now, I would like to discard the "Demonic Entity" theory right now. From what I've read, religious symbols and artifacts have no effect on him. Which means that even if he WAS a demon his nature wouldn't help us fight him.
I'm not sure about the science experiment either. Yes, the human race has done some horrible things, but Slenderman is far worse than any of them (If you've actually seen him, you won't try to argue).
I'm going with being from another dimension. I mean, we DO know about The Path Of Black Leaves. Now, we don't know anything about The Path itself other than... it exists (people who try to explore it usually don't come back).
This also brings up a couple of  interesting questions: When was Slenderman created and how long can he live? I mean, logic dictates that he can't live forever... of course, I'm implying that logic actually applies to Slenderman. I'm also implying that he's a living organism. Wikipedia defines organism as "any contiguous living system. All organisms are capable of response to stimuli, reproduction, growth and development, and maintenance of homoeostasis as a stable whole." 
We know Slender responds to stimuli, but we can't quiet be sure of the rest...

Why he tries to kill us...This question just confuses me on every level. At first I thought he killed because he fed on us, but in that case why would he only go after people that know about him? And why would he bother stalking and chasing someone for months, or even YEARS if he only wants them for lunch?

A popular theory is that he doesn't want people to know he exists, so he kills them. That way they won't spread the word. This... kinda makes sense? I don't see why Slendy would wanna keep hidden.... unless he's afraid of  being attacked by too many people... which would mean that he's actually scared of us in a way... but I'm jumping to conclusions now. This would also imply that the Tulpa Theory (Here) is wrong. If it were right, Slendy would want for as many people to know about Him as he could.  I don't believe in Tulpa Theory anyways. Human belief CAN'T summon something into existence, okay? There is MILLIONS of kids that STRONGLY believe Santa Claus is real, but that doesn't make him real, does it? So no. Tulpa Theory it's stupid and makes no sense. There. I said it.

Well, wasn't that a rant? I'm sorry for the ultra long post, I just had to share my conclusions. I hope this helps someone figuring out how to defeat this thing. For now I have to catch some sleep.

Until the next time.

P.S. Sorry for the grammar. I'm tired. Haven't slept in days and my head is killing me. I'm actually glad we didn't met up Erin. If we had, I would've been in a pissy mood 24/7.

P.S.S. In case anyone wants to e-mail me: cthulu23@gmail.com