Power in the numbers.

Slenderman just doesn't make sense. Why wouldn't he want for many people to see him? It just doesn't add up. If he does feed of our belief and fear, why wouldn't he just reveal himself in public so more people would fear him? And if he doesn't (Which I'm pretty sure he doesn't), why would he keep hidden? And why would he kill people that know about him?

...What if he's scared?

Maybe he knows that if he lets us live long enough, we'll spread the word. People will know about him and they'll want to kill him. Maybe he knows that if enough people attack him at the same time, he won't be able to defend himself. Doesn't that make sense? He might be stronger than us as individuals, but if we all come together we are bound to overcome him!

Now, I'm not saying that we should just gather up 50 Runners and charge at him, but if we attack with one organized, well thought and strong blow, we might stand a chance in combat. Hit him when he's the weakest (Maybe the next solstice? That'll give enough some time) with as much manpower as we can get.

There is a lot of planning to do... But I think we might actually have a shot with this plan.
Tell me what you think, and if you have any suggestions or information, I would rather appreciate it.

I almost died yesterday. It was all because of that freaking headache. I couldn't keep my head straight, couldn't think.

I kept hallucinating, seeing him everywhere. At some point I decided to get a coffee. Maybe that would keep me on my toes. So I went to a small coffeeshop, sat down and got ready to write a post.

Next thing I know, I'm across the street from the coffeeshop, poking a proxy in the shoulder to make sure she's real.

Do I really need to say what happened next?

I snapped back into reality and tried to get my gun (I keep it on my person at all times), but before I could unsheathe she lashed out at me with a knife and got me on the shoulder. I decided to make a run for it.

After running for about 15 minutes I finally managed to lose her. I got in my car and drove to the next town on my route.

So yeah, that's why the last post was so... unusual. The headache is gone now (Thank god) and I can think straight again. I should go to sleep now. I wanna get moving again tomorrow. Just to make sure that Proxy is as far away from me as I can possibly keep her.

Until the next time.

So, holidays came and went without me noticing...
...Seriously, I didn't notice... I completely forgot about Christmas until I read Shaun's Blog. I was way too distracted reading up on Slenderman . The bastard is even more complex than I thought. The path of black leaves, the different kinds of proxies (there's people that follow him BY WILL?), magic powers, government agencies...

So, after all I read trough, I still have two questions:
What exactly IS Slenderman? And why is he trying to kill us?

There's all sorts of theories on what he is, but I haven't found anything final yet. This is what I've read, reduced into four simple ideas:
-A freak from nature.
-A demonic entity.
-A science experiment gone wrong
-A being from other dimension
Now, I would like to discard the "Demonic Entity" theory right now. From what I've read, religious symbols and artifacts have no effect on him. Which means that even if he WAS a demon his nature wouldn't help us fight him.
I'm not sure about the science experiment either. Yes, the human race has done some horrible things, but Slenderman is far worse than any of them (If you've actually seen him, you won't try to argue).
I'm going with being from another dimension. I mean, we DO know about The Path Of Black Leaves. Now, we don't know anything about The Path itself other than... it exists (people who try to explore it usually don't come back).
This also brings up a couple of  interesting questions: When was Slenderman created and how long can he live? I mean, logic dictates that he can't live forever... of course, I'm implying that logic actually applies to Slenderman. I'm also implying that he's a living organism. Wikipedia defines organism as "any contiguous living system. All organisms are capable of response to stimuli, reproduction, growth and development, and maintenance of homoeostasis as a stable whole." 
We know Slender responds to stimuli, but we can't quiet be sure of the rest...

Why he tries to kill us...This question just confuses me on every level. At first I thought he killed because he fed on us, but in that case why would he only go after people that know about him? And why would he bother stalking and chasing someone for months, or even YEARS if he only wants them for lunch?

A popular theory is that he doesn't want people to know he exists, so he kills them. That way they won't spread the word. This... kinda makes sense? I don't see why Slendy would wanna keep hidden.... unless he's afraid of  being attacked by too many people... which would mean that he's actually scared of us in a way... but I'm jumping to conclusions now. This would also imply that the Tulpa Theory (Here) is wrong. If it were right, Slendy would want for as many people to know about Him as he could.  I don't believe in Tulpa Theory anyways. Human belief CAN'T summon something into existence, okay? There is MILLIONS of kids that STRONGLY believe Santa Claus is real, but that doesn't make him real, does it? So no. Tulpa Theory it's stupid and makes no sense. There. I said it.

Well, wasn't that a rant? I'm sorry for the ultra long post, I just had to share my conclusions. I hope this helps someone figuring out how to defeat this thing. For now I have to catch some sleep.

Until the next time.

P.S. Sorry for the grammar. I'm tired. Haven't slept in days and my head is killing me. I'm actually glad we didn't met up Erin. If we had, I would've been in a pissy mood 24/7.

P.S.S. In case anyone wants to e-mail me: cthulu23@gmail.com

It's all okay.

Hello everyone. It's North here again. I just wanted to drop by with an update.

Things haven't been easy lately. A runners life ain't no game. Sleeping is hard, partially because of Slendy and partially because I sleep in my car (motels are ******* EXPENSIVE), I eat mostly fast food (can't afford expensive meals now) and I think I see hooded douchebags and tall suits every time I turn a corner.

Kevin and Carol have been keeping in touch. Kevin mostly. Carol was never good with computers... she doesn't really know how to type. I offered to teach her so many times, but she kept refusing it. "I'm gonna be a doctor, God damn it. I don't need computers, I need a scalpel".

I digress.

 I've responded a couple times, but just to let them know I'm still alive and on the run. It's not like I could tell them where I am or what I'm doing. The less the know, the best for them.

Apparently, attacks in the woods are still on-going. Two more people have been killed. The police has declared the forest to be "out of bounds" and is sending anyone who goes in to jail for two days. Not radical enough if you ask me. Specially now that I know what actually lurks between the trees...

This makes me wonder; If Slenderman is still attacking my town, does that mean he's no longer hunting for me? I mean, I haven't seen him in a while, so maybe that means he never actually wanted ME. Maybe he's looking for someone else. That would make sense. I don't get why he would want me on the first place...

I have to cut it here. People are starting to look at me funny....

Until the next time...

On the road

So, it finally happened.

I knew this was coming since that day in the woods. I tried to convince myself it was all on my head, but in the bottom of my heart, I knew it was true...

And now they're all dead.

...Weird enough, it doesn't hurt anymore.

Kevin, Carol, I want for you to know I'm okay. I'm going away, and I'm probably not coming back.

I changed the password again Kevin, you won't be able to post anymore. And I would rather thank you if you stopped following my blog. Believe me when I tell you, this is for your own good.

I couldn't save them, but at least I was able to save myself, and I'm gonna make that count.

I know how it ends. No one has ever survived Him. They all fall. Sooner or latter, they all die. But send me to hell if I'm gonna make it easy on Him. If that fucking abomination wants me, He's gonna have to come and get me.

I don't really know where I'm going right now. I guess it doesn't matter. I have money, food, guns and enough gas to drive across the country. I'll be okay for now. 

I'll have to make a route. If I'm gonna be on the run for the rest of my life, I might as well try to have fun  with it (yay?). I want to see some places, meet some people... I promise I will try to keep you updated.

But until then... 

Well, might as well go with it.

I'm following a bunch of slenderblogs now. I'd like to read up on this thing.

I... think I'm okay?

Hey guys. This is North here. I just wanted to drop a line and tell you I'm alright.

I think Kevin did a good job summing up what happened (and he was right, I AM pissed at him for browsing trough my files), my dad got attacked by some hoodie-wearing douchebag. I saw him running into the woods and chased after him.

I'm... not quiet sure about WHAT happened in the woods.... I mean, I THINK I remember, but it CAN'T be what I think it is...

I need time to think things trough. I'll be back with an update as soon as I can get my mind straightened out (with any luck, tomorrow). Until then...